• ...inside and out

    Cracks

    Everything is trancelusent. Try to fix my sight on something but if my eyes stop searching everything will crack. One step. One step forward! Forward! I CAN cycle but my brain has forgot how to do to live the life. It shouldnt be more difficult then cycle when you can cycle. Right! One step. One step forward! Ice as far as the eye can see. Everything is trancelusent. If I walk the ice will crack! If I walk I have to fix my sight but if I fix my eyes everything will crack. One step. Do I dare? Someone stole my life and now my life is under the crystal…

  • ...inside and out

    To be or not to be?

    When you think. Is it then you exist? Then you ARE…? The word ”should”. You know. The word ”should” swish and roar and even breaks through the head. Swish! I shouldn’t write this. It’s too weird! It’s kind of impossible to talk to someone, about it. Noone should understand. I try to imagine to try to explain it to someone. To someone who not know me since earlier. How would that work? It will probably end sometime. It should end sometime. It WILL end sometime! There is some convolution with common sense somewhere that says that it is like that it should be and will be. But. Lot’s of ”should”.…