What is it that makes you all the time no matter what happens in one’s life, to continue to put one foot in front of the other and go, go, go…???
I do wonder.
It has become an important and difficult issue for me recently. That question.
Obviously it is so that there are some extremely important people in my life who means a lot to me. And a few need me. I know that.
But regardless of anything else, I have to feel that what I do, is worth it.
Why should I work day out and day in, if I don’t feel that it’s worth it. That it has a value to myself, in my own life, to myself. I mean, it’s me living my life.
At this very moment I miss that feeling.
However, I still put one foot in front of the other and walk forward. I still do what other expect me to do.
But I wonder what makes me doing that.